It's tiring..

It's tiring..

After this Sep, it will be all back to the same old me.

I tried to live a life less work, more friends. But in the end, I can't catch up with my work. It piled up like mad. And I looked back, I can't rmb who I ate dinner with. Accept with Devi, my girl friend from AG Home. And I felt that this is going no where. My work is not done, neither do I rmb who I ate dinner with.

I tried to stay back after church to social. Took Shi Mu's advice. But I find it strange. I don't feel happy still. I only like to be with Kayee, but she is now married and gone with the wind.

I can't be the person whom people want me to be. I just want to be myself.

I feel tired...
I feel so so tired...
I think.. After this Sep holiday, I wanna go back to work, and meet n smile to people I like only.