Everyone has a cross to bear.

Everyone has a cross to bear.

Life is not as easy as everyone sees it. A dementia mother and parents' broken marriages seem to be my cross to bear for life.

But The Lord of all has been kind to me. He has provided me with enough strength to pull through each day. I don't find it difficult to live through everyday.

There're times of frustration like: had been eating dishes which are too sweet for a month because she mistook sugar as salt. She accidentally switched off the fridge instead of the heater. Resulting in me spending one hour to clear everything from the fridge. She has not been remembering that she has diabetes. She has not been remembering to treat herself better.

Seriously, its easy to walk out and to live a life of my own. But I decided to stay because this is my cross, and I will have to carry it.

It's not easy. But the God who is with Joahua, will be with me too. I am sure.

约书亚记 1:9
我岂没有吩咐你么．你当刚强壮胆．不要惧怕、也不要惊惶、因为你无论往那里去、耶和华你的　神必与你同在。