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Friday, 26 April 2013

A week of anger and disappointments

A week of anger and disappointments

考试要到了,各个家长都开始紧张了。I am starting to receive "strange" phone calls and emails. From par_nts crying on the phone asking me not to stress the child, to screaming at me on the phone not to give so much homework. (just because her son has not been submitting homework on time.) In reality, my homework has always been moderate. And I have never ask children to score 100marks. I have never met such pple in my previous sch_ol. This is just too much.

Because of work stress, I am starting to have gastric problems, I went to see the doctor on Thurs.

As I stepped out of my house this Sat morning, my evil mother starts to act up again. Best Drama Mama award goes to her. As I told Shi Mu, I have been feeding the useless all these years. I yearn to have a hardworking mother, but it will never happened. All the women I know in my life are hardworking woman, they will wake up early at 5plus to boil water. Ytd, my colleague told me that as a working mother, she will make time to drive her 3 sons to school. (she has 3 sons, and all in 3 different schools.) That is the best bonding time. Till now, her oldest son (who is in Sec sch) is still very close to her.

I always tell myself. I will be a hardworking woman. Stupid nevermind, God will help me in those times. But I MUST be hardworking.

Nevertheless, I need to give thanks:
1. Thank God that ytd CCA photos went well. There're hiccups as usual. But generally, all went well.
2. Managed to settle 1case.
3. Managed to finish all work on time
4. Had time to see doctor. Lol
5. Mrs Tay (a young believer) went to staff prayer meeting with me. =)))
6. I give thanks to parents sending me SMS on and off to thank me for every little things.. =)

Last night, my prayer was only 1 line and I fell into a deep sleep............

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